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Unna. Its came to my attention recently that people have been finding me more obnoxious and a troll. I've shown a behaviour to the server that most people would call "fun". my only intention when I join the server is to have fun and entertain others as I believe the main idea of video games was to create a fun environment. I come on every day trying to create this atmosphere as a place where people can escape reality and come to a place they feel like they can enjoy themselves and relax.
People have said that my attitude is to only be a troll and to make fun of others, my intentions to do this are in no way described. I believe that the majority enjoys it when a player on the server has a personality and is able to create an atmosphere that promotes this fun. When im personally attacked for my personality and ideology I get annoyed. I recently lashed out at KT in the heat of the moment, My pet crazy crab ,Bungo, unfortunately passed away over the weekend and he has been with me for over 12 years and no that is not a joke. I should know to handle my emotions better but Bungo was there throughout my childhood and felt like my guardian even though he might not be the size to protect me. My goal on the server isn't to become the best or to become the most well known , its to be able to create a sense of enjoyment and a great amount of fun for everyone that is on the server. I believe that if you put players who are able to create this feelings and vibe in a box and try to contain them is when it gets out of control.
I try and get people involved in conversations and try to get people involved. On my time on the server I see mostly the younger majority get bullied for their actions and mainly because of their voices. I can prove that I try and actually have a genuine conversation. I see more of the long term players that are quiet lash out on these younger players. I feel as if that the admin team are responsible for this. Most of the time when im on I see the admins gag and mute players for just genuinely having a conversation. They mostly target the younger players and gag them because "no one wants to hear their squeaky voices" this is a form of discrimination and shouldn't be present within a staff team, there should be a sense of equality between all players on the server. I know that the staff team basically babysit and they do not get paid for their heroic actions but I feel like there should at least be a benchmark for how all admins treat players. It seems that they are the "alpha males" of the server and that we have to obey every word that falls out of their mouth.
There seems to be a hierarchy within the server. the admins are on the top along side the donors and high rank, they basically are able to do what they want without any repercussions because they are friends with the admins. This should not be present. Equality is the main message in 2017 and i think the server has missed the crucial message. With a greater sense of equality the servers can actually work together and reach the super ordinate goal of becoming the best csgo server in Australia.
I know some people will be judging me saying things like "how do you know what it takes to become a competent staff member?" i can provide proof and evidence that I've been an admin on 3 major popular gmod servers and currently moderating a server on gmod and regarded as one of the best. Im not here to boast about my position but im more trying to prove my sense of experience. I know what it takes for a staff team to be able to create a sense of fun and how to create a better cohesion between the players and the staff team.
Its came to my realisation that I dont really mind if i get the [N] rank, its nothing more than a letter added to my name. I only want to see this server achieve high in the future and for the server to feel like a better community than its present atm.
Kind regards
~Unna