Hey everybody, as the title of the thread suggests I've decided to step down from my admin positions on TTT and Surf. To this day, I've been an admin for 7 months and 6 days on TTT, and on Surf 2 months 9 days. I've now spent 553.14 hours on TTT, and 70 on surf. And before you go on commenting how I suck at surf, I've had 4 records, so suck an egg.
Before I go over individual shoutouts/thanks and explain my reasons for stepping down, I'd like to just mention that it really sucks that I'm leaving these teams at this point in time.
(In my opinion at least) These servers are at the very best they've ever been, there are a lot of new exciting things happening, and I guarantee there will be more to come, which sadly I'm gonna miss out being a part of.
An average day in the life of a sharkfood:
Monday:School (8.00AM-3.00PM)
Tuesday: School (8.00AM-3.00PM)
Wednesday: School (8.00AM-3.00PM) Work (3.30PM-9.00PM)
Thursday: School (8.00AM-3.00PM) Work (3.30PM-9.00PM)
Friday: School (8.00AM-3.00PM)
Saturday: Work (12.00PM-9.00PM)
Sunday: Free
When I became an admin I told myself that I was going to ENJOY playing and make it my goal to go over and above to do surpass the minimum expectancy whether it be my activity or the ideas I have in making the server better. And lately, due to school and other stuff I'm not able to get on often at all. School is a constant reminder of all the stuff I have to keep up with... On top of that, work is full-on and I generally have too much going on.
Overall I'm just not able to maintain decent activity anymore - things are stressing me out and making me anxious: this year's school-grades are the ones that are used when I apply for universities mid-way through next year (In NZ we do Year 13)
Even though I'm not in my final year of school, this year's externally assessed grades are what we use when applying for Uni, because we apply midway through next yea and obviously won't have the current grades back yet so we use THIS years
Since we live 3+hrs from anywhere I plan on going, I've got the worry of other things like affording to live on my own when I move out at the end of next year, how to deal with being completely independent when I'm only just turning 18, meeting deadlines, etc etc.
Really, I've just got a lot on my mind and I have to put my health first before anything else. Gaming is a release for me and I don't find myself playing CS:GO as often anymore, the spare time I do have I don't want to be worrying about forcing myself to play csgo or to get on either surf or TTT.
TLDR; Unable to maintain a decent rate of activity consistently. Work & School make me too busy and I don't want to force myself to play
Shoutout/Thanks
This isn't a goodbye to DtK, I'll definitely be playing frequently :^)