Hello & goodbye to all members of DtK.
My name is S15YO 007. I have been an admin since Clearshot servers. Krueger was the main man that put me on. I spent most of my time doing applications for DtK. Helping as much as i possibly could to help with the smooth running of the community. As of late i feel myself getting pushed out. My roll as staff has been non existent as of late and i can't seem to do right. It makes me sad that the owners/techs of DtK dont feel that i should be LM due to me having admin at another server. The time and effort that i put in, i thought that would be enough.............most of you can say that i proceed your application to get into DtK. I've had my ups & downs. I've had my rage & rage quits. Yelling, and wins. Squall said something like "S15YO 007 puts the most effort in" when he left and i really do feel that is the case. I thought i might have been a contender for C and a sure thing for LM. But turns out its not the case. Im loud and i tell it how it is. I've always told it that way on here and i fell people prefer it that way. It makes me really sad that today is the day i call it quits with DtK as i felt i would never leave DtK and become LM and be here forever. I really miss the days of DtK not being so Disney. Not overly worried about the feeling and sponsors. The fun i have had as been so good. The laughs and knife only's late at night. The friends i have got from DtK. So many people know me and i dont care if they liked me or not. The people that liked me i liked them back anyway and the rest didnt matter. I have trained so many people on how to be admin. So many admins come to me to ask me what they think about the discussion they need to make. Its crazy thinking how much time i put into DtK with hackers and admins and i know i hold the record of hackers banned in a day. The time i spend reviewing demo's submitted in sourcebans and by people who just message me to take a look. Ive always helped people who messaged me about anything. I keep looking at this thread and think should i hit the submit button or not? I dont feel i deserve to loose admin privilege on DtK but dont feel i can stay staff when i think someone who can do a good job can be given the chance. I said to squall and stig i wouldnt leave staff unless i got LM but i guess my mind has been changed. I have so many friends from DtK and the ppl that dont have me as friends can contact me on S15YO.007@gmail.com so dont be afraid to email me. I hope you can appreciate the time and effort and the strain on my relationship that DtK has put on me. Not to say its DtK fault but to say thats how committed i am. These days i cant seem to do anything without someone saying something. I really miss Krueger as he was my mentor. He put me on and gave me a go. Gave me access to everything and trusted me. I dont mean to sound like he died but he never on here anymore. I want to make a special shout out to Recoil who was helping DtK but died from an illness 983 days ago (according to Steam, i still have him as a friend). he was a top bloke and i still miss talking/laughing to/with him. We miss you mate. To the guys who i have met in real life. snatch@, daillvibe and fishy. I wouldnt have known you guys unless it was for DtK. To all the admins, thanks for the efforts, i hope i was helpful in my responses to the all the questions you asked. To squall and stig. Im not angry, im disappointed. Im not going to mention everyone or i may need another thread. I will still be around. Ive set myself to regular user and will let squall/stig decide what rank i should be. Looking at the members of the list i would be up there with some of the first to join.......... I better hit submit before a tear ruins it for me.
So DtK, I love you and goodbye.
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Originally Posted by RuStY 
or do double standards only apply to S15?
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